the next day Akito awakens to a sight he thought he could see only in his dreams, laying next to him was Ikki, and standing above them was a familiar face that he believed was long gone. How can this happen at 3:00 in the morning.
"Ikki-kun, Agito. What-what's going on?" he said. He then checked his eyes and pinched himself, only to realize that this was not a dream. The two people that he loves he most are laying and standing in front of him.
Akito's P.O.V
It had to be a dream. It must have been a dream. The last time I ever saw Agito was nearly two years ago. And then after that he was gone for what it seemed to be forever. And now he's here again, and so is my Ikki. What-what in the world is going on? Agito was standing over us, with tears in his eyes. I never once saw him cry for anything, not ever. Why was he crying? Was it for me? Or could he be crying for something else? I don't know why he is so sad, but I hate to see him like that. I don't ever want to see agito cry again.
"Akito, what the hell were you thinking going back to this fucking crow?" Agito started. The tears were still running down his face. He sat down on the bed next to me and then he held me close to him. Agito has never been this way, for as long as I have known him he was always tough as nails, he never showed his feelings to anyone, not even me. I guess there's a first time for everything.
"Damn it Akito, look at where being with those dumb asses got you! You were in the hospital for fuck's sake! You were lucky to get out of there! Hell, you're lucky to even be alive!"
I hate seeing him so upset. I hate to see him cry. Even if it is for me
"Agito, it's okay." I said. "I'm here now. And I'm not going anywhere."
"I know, but how can I be sure of that when you're still hanging around this crow. If you stay with him any longer, he's just gonna get you in more trouble until you do end up dead!" Agito was still in my arms, still upset about me being in the hospital. But how did he know about that or me being raped? How could he have known about any of that if he was in an astral plane?
"I've watched over you for quite some time. I know everything about what you've done the past year and a half. And I can't believe what that crow and that fucking goth put you through. I'm glad you left that idiot Daisuke but what possessed you to go back to that fucking crow? I know you think he'll protect you but he can't. If he could then you wouldn't have been raped. Listen to me and leave him. Leave Ikki now while your heart can still take it. Leave before you fall for him any more. I will not stand by and watch you get hurt by that dick-weed again. Akito, I may be a demented killer, but I only want what's best for you."
"I know." I said. I never doubted Agito's loyalty to me for even one second. He has always been there for me. Whether I was in danger, had a hard time; he always knew how to make me feel better. But I don't ever want to see him cry like that anymore. I want him to be happy. But I know that making him happy means leaving Ikki forever and I just can't do that. I know Ikki will protect me. I know it.
Normal P.O.V
Three hours passed since Akito and Agito reunited after almost two years of separation. They were ecstatic to see each other again but Agito urging his other half to break it off with the man he loved was a lot more than he could take. He might get himself into a lot of trouble and maybe he was wrong a couple of times. Ikki was far from perfect, that much was clear. If there was one thing that they had in common was poor judgment.
They both made the wrong decisions based on impaired judgment on one another and on other people. Plus their bad judgment was what led to trouble nearly all the time.
But they were older and wiser now. They knew much better than they did then, at least it seemed that way.
Ikki was in the bathtub getting ready to go to school for the first time in two and a half weeks; While he was washing, heard someone coming in the door. Akito? He thought at first. Then he looked into the boy's eyes and realized who it really was. His heart overwhelmed with guilt, fear, nausea and everything in between.
"Now I know I'm in trouble." He said to himself.
"Damn right you're in trouble you no good shit-faced crow!" Agito snapped. He approached the bathtub; his hands were soon wrapped around the spiky haired boy's neck. His eyes filled with anger and hatred. The only thing keeping him from killing this boy was his concern for his other half. Crap, he's gonna kill me. Ikki thought.
"Look at all the shit you caused with that stupid blind date! Because of you, Akito got sucked into that asshole's bullshit! And then I had to see Akito suffer all those months, you're dumbness caused him to try to kill himself, you think everything's better now, IT'S NOT! AKITO WAS RAPED BY THAT FUCKING GOTH AND YOU DIDN'T DO A DAMN THING TO STOP HIM! I DON'T CARE IF YOU DIDN'T GET THERE IN TIME, YOU'RE IDIOT-ASS SHOULD HAVE DIED IN THAT HOSPITAL, NOT THAT GIRL! I'LL BE DAMNED IF I LOSE AKITO BECAUSE OF YOU'RE STUPITIDY!"
With the strength of his tone growing his hold on the crow's neck grew tighter. When he realized this, he finally let go of his prey. Leaving Ikki coughing and trying to catch what was left of his breath. When Ikki's breathing went back to normal, he finally responded to the shark.
"Look, Agito *cough* I know how you feel, I really do *coughx2* but, I never meant for him to suffer. I care about him just as much as you do, maybe more. And I'll do everything I can to protect him from now on. You don't have to trust me. But trust him."
"I do fucking trust him, but I know how easily he can get his heart broken. For fuck's sake Ikki, let him go before you get him in any more trouble!"
"Sorry, but I can't. I love him."
"If you love him then let him go, dammit!"
"I can't do that, sorry."
Agito walked out of the bathroom, his mood actually being worse than before, if that was possible. His worry for Akito was now overwhelming. That fucking crow, he thought. He has some nerve taking Akito from me. If anything else happens to him I'll kill him.
Ikki's P.O.V
While at school there was a lot of tension between me and my friends. Ringo's funeral was coming up, Kazu was still keeping the rape from me and of course Agito is back from that astral plane he was in. so much was happening in so little time. I don't know how we're gonna get through it but we will some how.
After that whole fight with Agito, I found out a lot of things happened while I was in the hospital. Ringo died, Daisuke is still running around somewhere and Akito told Kazu not to tell me about the rape. I want to tell them that I know everything, but then I'd probably be making things ten times worse than it already is. The last thing I want to do is worry anyone else. But I do wanna know one thing, who tried to kill me? How the hell did Agito get in or out of that astral plane? These are just things that I need to know now.
When school ended I went to run some errands for the girls, since they're too damn lazy to do their own work. I have a feeling that with Ringo gone, I'll be doing a lot more work than usual. When I went to the store, I saw someone who I never thought I see again.
"Where have you been crow-kun."
"S-simca? what are you doing here?" I asked.
"I came here to tell you that I am pregnant with you're child." she said. Threre is just no way. I haven't been with simca in a year, threre is no way that this baby she's carrying is mine. I mean she sleeps around so much that baby could be just about anyone's. Yeah, for a bit I was into her but then I saw what a big slut she is. so I left her. If she really is pregnant, there is no possibility that this is my child.
"Simca, I don't know who the father is but it's not me." I said.
"don't be stupid," she snapped it is your child!"
I just did what I had to do in the store and headed home. Now there's a new question popping in my head. Why is Simca telling me that I got her pregnant? It's just not possible.
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